The lack of confidence and honesty within our every day lives frustrates me ultimately. Striving to obtain a complete genuine nature has been a goal of upmost importance in my life. I won't say something, and own it unless I genuinely believe in it.. no matter how uncomfortable it may make me. This may sound like a dangerous path but I have found that the more honest I am in my daily life, in speaking or not, the more at peace I become. And having this co-union with jesus is an incredible gift.. communing with him in every moment is something i can not put into words to describe. If we are having this type of a relationship with him, why should we fear what we express?
Maybe why people don't genuinely say what they mean and mean what they say.. is simply because they are fearful of who they are. They may not even like who they are. I just want to scream to them that they are completely loved.. right here.. right now. They need not worry about what I think, what others think. Honesty could not possibly be some type of a road to disaster. If anything at all, it would create an awareness of our unconscious mind. An awareness that can only benefit us and our thoughts in the future. If I am not honest with myself about my inner most thoughts.. what is the point in being honest about anything?
currently listening: "jerusalem" by matisyahu
hi caroline=) I read this whole page and I teached my self a few more english words! so because of our friendship I make some new experience with this language.. uhhh i think this phrase was terrible;)! so even if I'm staying in Switzerland you're my best teacher ( boss;) )ever! even overseas=)!
ReplyDeleteI miss you so much! we have to call each other soon! Love ya <3 Sibylle