playing.

I was at a "dance" party of sorts last night.  Complete chaos.  I loved it.  

I could dance.. be my complete self without a care in the world.  No care of what others thought.  No care of how completely sweaty I was.  No care of what others thought of how insane I dance at times.  It's just me and jesus.  He created this world for us to have fun with.  To play.  And he wants us to.. oh how he wants us to.  I think sometimes he just wants to yell.. hey!  none of these illusions  or barriers you are setting up for yourself are important.  Not a single one of them.  Just play.  and be with me.  

So why don't we?  Act silly just to make others around you question if you are mentally stable.  It's hilarious.  This life that he has given is far too short not to.  Roll down the top of your convertible and scream.  Be those obnoxious people in line that people roll their eyes at.  Walk around barefoot even if people look at you like you can't afford shoes.

Be free.

currently listening:  "everyday is a winding road" by sheryl crow..

(don't judge.. well i wouldn't blame you.. I probably would too.. BUT for this season.. this moment.. it's too much fun

"jump in, let's go

lay back, enjoy the show

everybody gets high, everybody gets low

these are the days when anything goes.."

whoever thought sheryl crow could have slightly deep & insightful lyrics?)

anyways.. jesus & i have been dancing to this all morning

one of my friends told me recently "haha i can just see you dancing alone to that!  you and God are totally your own best company.."  mmm.. so true :)